A Cup of CassAng.

I had forgotten

how good it can feel to just lay there and cry because your heart hurts. And I am sitting here on the verge of tears still, and that’s ok, too.

What Does…

“My deepest thoughts are with you. ” mean anway? When you think about it that really doesn’t mean a whole lot does it. I mean if you are saying that in sympathy and your deepest thoughts are about molecular biology or something then it doesn’t mean a thing. What a stupid sentence.

You Know What?

It is very difficult to drink coffee while you are waiting for the wax on your lip to harden. I really don’t recommend it.

Prayer For Cass

Dear Loving Father,

Today is a day of many mixed emotions for Cass. I pray that You surround her with the love and comfort that reaches into the deepest parts of her heart. I know that the next few days will be quite difficult and conflicting for Cass. I cannot be there to hug her, Lord. I just ask that You do that enough for the both of us. There is much to be prayed for today. There are things that might go unsaid in our prayers, but You know that they are lurking in my heart and in Cass’s heart. Please take those unsaid prayers and work the magic that is only Yours. Lord, we just love You! We don’t know why things are they way they are or why they end up the way they do. We do know that in the end it is all for good. For that, we are thankful. In Your Most Amazing Name, amen.

Monday 6/23/2008

Today I feel normal. So I guess this means I get to work on a list again. That is good and bad as you well know. Since I am down to just 2 kids for most of this week, I plan on finding the girls’ room and closet.

Daily Schedule-Bills, Maintenance, Laundry
Clean Girls’ Room For 1 hour
Personal Blogging
Paid Blogging
Bible
Pray
Calls-Seire, Allison, Jane V.K., Krista