Feelings
July 20th, 2008 by Ang. -- Posted in Sigh and Cry |Whew! Its a hot one today. I spent about 45 minutes outside doing chores and picking stuff from the garden. Tom has to spray it for bugs today so I needed to get everything picked before hand. I guess I will be making pickles today. Lots and lots of cukes!
I really am missing you and wishing you could be here so we could make pickles together. I know that sounds so strange but that is what my heart is feeling this morning. Do you ever feel lonely for a “physical” friend? One that is close by that you can do the grocery shopping with or pop in for coffee? I have been lately…To the point of feeling sorry for myself that I don’t have a friend like that. I really do wonder why God saw fit to give me a “Jonathan” that is so far away that we can’t do things like that. It hurts my heart a little and I know that it shouldn’t. Despite having a couple of good friends here, I really don’t feel like I can just stop in and they must feel the same way about me. Okay, enough of a pity party. I hope we can reconnect later today even if it is just on the internet. 
July 20th, 2008 at 1:37 pm
Yes, I do. I feel the same way. I just avoid thinking about it. I think we need to firm up plans for an IRL.