July 20th, 2008 -- Posted in Sigh and Cry |
Whew! Its a hot one today. I spent about 45 minutes outside doing chores and picking stuff from the garden. Tom has to spray it for bugs today so I needed to get everything picked before hand. I guess I will be making pickles today. Lots and lots of cukes!
I really am missing you and wishing you could be here so we could make pickles together. I know that sounds so strange but that is what my heart is feeling this morning. Do you ever feel lonely for a “physical” friend? One that is close by that you can do the grocery shopping with or pop in for coffee? I have been lately…To the point of feeling sorry for myself that I don’t have a friend like that. I really do wonder why God saw fit to give me a “Jonathan” that is so far away that we can’t do things like that. It hurts my heart a little and I know that it shouldn’t. Despite having a couple of good friends here, I really don’t feel like I can just stop in and they must feel the same way about me. Okay, enough of a pity party. I hope we can reconnect later today even if it is just on the internet. 
June 17th, 2008 -- Posted in Sigh and Cry |
has been moved to palliative care. Hours to days.
June 11th, 2008 -- Posted in Sigh and Cry |
Your internet! The game was cancelled tonight and Tom will be gone and you have no internet. Blah!
June 11th, 2008 -- Posted in Fat and Wrinkles, Sigh and Cry |
How is that even possible? That’s just………..damn. I want to say it is unfair, but then one of my kids will surely ask me if I see a roller coaster in this living room, just as I ask them all the time.
Ang., I have to revamp my whole diet plan. Just doing the food pyramid is not going to work. This is emotionally overwhelming to me, and I can’t quite figure out why.
Yes, I do know why. I have already restricted myself, and now I have to restrict myself further. That PMO. And it also scares me.
Just damn.
I think I just cussed on our blog. Should I take that off?
And the more serious question is: how high was my cholesterol before I altered my diet to begin wi, ykwim?
May 21st, 2008 -- Posted in Sigh and Cry |
than helping your child deal with grief? I have spent some time holding a crying Karly this morning. The cat did not get buried last night and something (fox?) took her. She discovered this while she was feeding and cuddling the orphans. I know death is part of life but the aftermath sucks.